Trapped between two personalities,
unable to be the girl i want to be.

Unhappy, unwanted.

Teased and putdown,
when i show a fun side.
A glimmer of the girl i want to be.

Never to be seen again,
hidden in shadows,
ashamed, scared.

Never again will this side return.
Trapped in darkness,
mlies away from the girl i could be.

While hope remains,
to be free.
The girl i want to be emerges.

As long as my boys are with me,
there is now judging,
just silent understanding.

Although they have four legs,
They are my best friends.

A way to escape,
a way to run,
a way to gallop forever,
away from every thing and every one.

This is the girl i want to be.
Free, happy, unaffraid.
My soul is realesed to the heavens.

Everything is erased from my mind,
only to return again,
as the next day arives.

The shadows return,
once again trapped.
The girl locked away,
Trapped,
Never to be seen for who she is.
But trapped in shadows...................


By Cisco